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About Charles

Charles recentI was born in Dallas, Texas on 12/2/1945. I grew up with my parents, sister and brother in Copeville, a small town of 150 people, 35 miles north of Dallas. I loved my dog Collie, making friends around town and creating new go-carts. "My Love For Cars" was evident from an early age, thoughout my childhood and teenage years. I excelled academically and in sports as a all-American kid, while trying to hide my drinking and gallivanting from my parents while in high school and college.

Because of my insecurity and fear of failure, I ran away to California in August 1967 against my parents wishes. They begged me to stay in Texas, knowing my lack of maturity. My mother flew for the first time in her life to California 5 months later thinking she could convince me to come home. In California, I had already bought a car, rented an apartment, enrolled in college and got a job. I share in "Defining Moments Identified In Life" how I went downhill fast, making one bad choice after the other.

You'll read how I met Manson through Dennis Wilson of The Beach Boys and how drugs destroyed my hope in "California Dreamin'." I moved in with Manson and the "family" in the Fall of '68, but by December, I felt I was losing my mind since I was expected to give my life to him. I ran away, lived in Hollywood for 3 months with a girlfriend, but returned in March '69, when I was drawn in and enticed with the Helter Skelter radical philosophy. I was lacking knowledge and a sound belief system, while starving for love and acceptance.

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Abounding Love Podcast

These messages were recorded at California Men's Colony in San Luis Obispo, CA. from 1977 -1984, during 'Ministry Training' in Chapel. He was ordained in 1981. 


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Charles receives no financial gain, his purpose is simply to magnify Jesus Christ, Who can make you a "new creation." 
No right to copy or reproduce this content without Charles’ consent.

 

The Power of Forgiveness Video

forgivencoverIn the beginning, life was too easy for Charles Watson. As a star athlete in high school, many people knew that he was on the road to greatness. But for Charles, life didn't feel complete. He always felt an emptiness inside, something was missing and soon he began searching for that something or someone who would bring fulfillment and purpose to his life. His search led him into the arms of Charles Manson. Manson and his family of followers gave Charles the security and acceptance he longed for. Through the use of free sex and drugs. Manson began to slowly gain complete control of him and the the other family members. By the time Charles realized how much out of control his life was, it was too late! His participation in the murder of the La Biancas had tied him to one of the most gruesome and cold blooded crimes in history. Could God forgive someone like Charles Watson? Charles found out for himself just how merciful God can be.

The Power of Forgiveness: The Charles "Tex" Watson Story. Hosted by Pastor Chuck Smith, 45 minutes

Original Biola Films without interviews, 36 minutes.

Film clips with interviews with Charles and Suzan, 28 minutes.

 

Contact Charles

yardbldgYou may write Charles directly using the following mailing address:

Charles D. Watson B37999
480 Alta Road A5-201L
San Diego, CA 92179-0001

Charles is no longer able to receive emails using the JPay email service. CDCR chose to go with GlobalTel Link (GTL) for messaging. I'd love to hear from you.

GTL Tablet Messaging

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Charles can now communicate electronically with those who have a GTL account. If you are interested, create a new gettingout.com account, or log in to your current account to take advantage of these new services. This is only for messaging Charles, not for placing funds in his account.

To locate Charles and add him to your contacts, search for him under "CDCR_Richard J Donovan Correctional Facility" in California, using booking number "B37999." Messages, photos and 30-second videos are only $.05 each. Be sure to message Charles once you set up an account.

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What People Say

I was born in Bethlehem to a Yugoslavian father and a Palestinian mother. For much of my early life, I felt lost. Often, I acted out recklessly, which continued until high school, when I first heard about you. I started listening to your podcasts and reading your Monthly Views on your website. I cannot fully express the impact they had on me.

My life has completely changed for the better. I came to feel the true love of Jesus Christ, plus I realized that the true path of salvation comes only through Him. It felt as though Jesus Christ was speaking to me through you.

When I learned about your story, I knew I must do something that would support your mission, which is helping all people regardless of their past, because everyone deserves a second chance. This inspired me to pursue a career in medicine.

Today, I'm a medical student, committed to helping people and relieving their pain. I ask them every day to pray for you, and I assure you, Mr Watson, that I'll keep helping others for the rest of my life. You should know that without your influence this wouldn't have been possible. You've impacted and helped change many lives around the world, including mine.

I would also like to inform you that I will be sharing Abounding Love ministry cards to the churches across 3 countries between August and September, starting from the birthplace of Jesus Christ; Bethlehem of Judea (the Basilica of the Nativity), as well as Serbia and Jordan. I will document this journey with photos or videos if I am able to obtain permission to do so.

Thank you very much, Mr. Watson, for giving me the chance to send this message. We have never stopped loving you, and we never will. I hope to meet you one day. In the air, for sure, when we see Jesus. God bless you. Take care of yourself. Best regards, Obay.


I'm a graduate of psycho criminology and a current psychology student. I'm not focusing on sensational crimes themselves, but the process of responsibility, change and inner reflection that allows people to transform. In that sense, your journey towards faith and personal growth during incarceration is profoundly interesting and inspiring.

Your story is not something I view with fascination for its past horrors, but as an example of the human capacity to reflect, change and contribute positively -- even in small ways -- after a life marked by extreme choices. I deeply respect your commitment to that journey and would greatly value your insight on these questions [seven how and what?]. Sincerely, Michal, Poland.


I came across your website and felt led to send you a note of encouragement. Your story is amazing how you have been delivered from such a dark evil path to now know the freedom and grace of our Lord Jesus Christ. I cannot even imagine the pain you have endured and the pain you have inflicted on others, but it gives me hope and gratefulness for my life. I have no doubt that life in prison is difficult and I can imagine that you interact with people that long for the forgiveness and love that Jesus can bring them. You are a new creature and live in the knowledge that your sins have been forgiven and you will live in peace with the Lord in the next life. I encourage you to continue your ministry with dedication until you go home to be with Christ or when He returns to earth to call His own to Himself. Peace of our Lord Jesus Christ be with you Charles. Your brother in Christ, Daniel, IL.

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Insight Statement

What I Did...

I'm responsible for the horrific deaths of Steven Parent, Jay Sebring, Voytek Frykowski, Abigail Folger, Sharon Tate, and Leno & Rosemary LaBianca; for my total disregard for their lives, for the excruciating and long-term pain it caused their loved ones, and I'm specifically responsible:

  • for conspiring to kill whoever was present at the crime scenes.
  • for my foolish and reckless choices to follow Manson's orders.
  • for climbing a pole to cut the phone wires on the first night.
  • for shooting and stabbing Steven Parent and Jay Sebring to death.
  • for tying Jay Sebring and Sharon Tate around the neck together with the rope over a beam.
  • for kicking Voytek Frykowski and stabbing him to death.
  • for stabbing Abigail Folger and Sharon Tate to death, thus Paul Richard, Sharon's unborn child died.
  • for tying up and stabbing Leno & Rosemary LaBianca to death.
  • for carving WAR on Leno's stomach after he was dead.
  • for demanding money from the victims both nights.
  • for giving directions to the women, while carrying out the crimes.

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Questions & Answers

Q: How was Charles Manson able to convince people to do things that were against their natural grain and which many seem now to deeply regret?

In the 60's, many people who met Manson came away saying he had charisma or a special ability to lead. There was a quality about him that was attractive and irresistible. He had the ability to charm and fascinate people with his glamour and magnetism, even witchery. This was not, however, a godly charisma. It was witchcraft. He sent his girls off to murder, saying, "Write something witchy on the walls!" There was an evil presence.

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FAQ's

grace01My books "Will You Die For Me?" and "Charles Watson Speaks Out!" answer many questions, so please check them out before asking new questions. Also, please use the search feature on the site to find specific information. Thank You!

Q: Can I link my site to yours?

A: Yes, you may link to our site using this description:

Charles Watson was born again on May 23, 1975. He testifies that anyone can receive forgiveness and be transformed through Christ, even a former Manson-cult follower. For all these years, he has ministered God's love to people around the world.

Q: When were you born, and how long have you been in prison and a Christian?

A: I was born on December 2, 1945, in Dallas, Texas. I've been in prison since November 30, 1969, and a Christian since May 23, 1975.

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What People Say

I'm thinking of you on this blessed Good Friday and I pray that you and your family have been doing wonderful. When I meditate on the significance of this day and, as Resurrection Day approaches, I feel increasingly grateful for God's love and mercy toward us. For His light is perpetually brighter in an otherwise dark world. The gift of our Lord Jesus. Your testimony will always be one of the most powerful and impactful ones I have beheld. I am blessed to call you my friend. Your ministry continues to draw the lost to salvation. I give praise to God for continuing to use you as a strong vessel. Happy Easter, my friend. Love Jillian, NY.


You have been such a blessing in my life, I want to assist you in your ministry Charles. Thanks so much for sending scripture in your letters. You always give out advice I need to hear and be reminded about. It was you who finally convinced me how much God loves me. I became a Christian at 22 and I'm sure I heard God loves me over the years, but it never sunk in, I never felt the impact I should have until you told me how strong God's love is for me and for all of us. Today, I always wake up being grateful for another day to be alive and have good health. Jim, AZ

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In Remembrance of the Manson Cult Victims

 July 27, 1969
Gary Hinman

August 9, 1969
Steve Parent
Voytek Frykowski
Jay Sebring
Abigail Folger
Sharon Tate

August 10, 1969
Leno & Rosemary LaBianca

August 26, 1969
Donald Shea

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True biblical forgiveness is humanly impossible for my self-centered actions in the '60s. Without any expectations, I deeply regret and apologize for the deaths, pain, and suffering I have caused to all those devastated because of my rebellious choices. In some small way, it is my hope that these living amends will be a healing balm to the multitudes looking for answers.

How to Be Involved

Welcome! We pray that you'll partner with us to reach the world with the testimony of Jesus Christ. We're reaching over one hundred countries, but we need your help to reach your family, friends, fellow workers and those at church in the following ways:

Share My QR Code . . .

I need your help sharing my QR code with family and friends. I see QR codes on TV for folks to scan, but that won't work for me. Then, I saw someone sharing a screenshot of a QR code from their phone to another phone. I thought, "We can share my Linktree that way." Would you please help me get the word out about the ministry? This way, you can plant a seed by doing your part in fulfilling our Great Commission [Matthew 28:18-20].

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Art by Charles

02 Soldier
03 Tractor  Farm
04 Stagecoach Town
05 Dalmation Pups
06 Cattle Drivers In Town
07 Tobacco Barn
08 Seashore
09 Lonely Road With Car
10 Two Kittens
11 Two Dogs
12 Cat  Bird.jpg
13 Dog  Two Cats
14 Modern Log Cabin
15 Old Log Cabin By Lake
16 Wolf Pack Mom And Cubs
17 Country Brick House  Milk Barn
18 Cabin In Snowy Mountains
19 Large Wolf  Two Smaller Wolves
20 Bear  Cub In Meadow
21 Two Puppy Dogs With Ducks
22 Church In Corn Patch
24 B6 Airplane
25 Large Eagle Overlayed By Small Eagle
26 Stone Cabin By Dock With Mountains
27 Log Cabin Road Left In Trees
28 Fighter Plane 48 Diving In Mountains
29 Man Walking Up Path
30 Sunset Over Bay With Boat
31 Old House In Flowers
32 Cabin In Snowy Mountains Stream Left
33 Two Black Labs By Lake
34 Cat In Bird Feeder
35 Three Kitties In Flowers
36 Bird On Limb
37 Sunset Over Ocean Rocks  Waves
38 Eagle Over Wheat Field
39 Eagle Over Ocean Rocks  Waves
Toy Blue Car
Toy Green Car
Toy Helicopter
Toy Red Car
Toy Snake

Life Learning

CWLL I - Resume
CWLL II - Vocational Training
CWLL III Pt. 1 - Full Time Ministry Training
CWLL III Pt. 2 - Non-Profit Organization
CWLL IV - Yokefellow Group Counselling
CWLL V pt 1 - Psychiatric Therapy & Training
CWLL V pt 2 - Psychiatric Therapy & Training
CWLL VI pt 1 - Self-Help Classes
CWLL VI pt 2 - Self-Help Classes
CWLL VI pt 3 - Self-Help Classes
CWLL VII - Impact Ministries Training Classes
CWLL VIII pt 1 - Chapel Book Study Classes
CWLL VIII pt 2 - Chapel Book Study Classes
CWLL VIII pt 3 - Chapel Book Study Classes
CWLL IX pt 1 - A.A./Christian 12-Step Self-help Groups
CWLL IX pt 2 - A.A./Christian 12-Step Self-help Groups
CWLL IX pt 3 - A.A./Christian 12-Step Self-help Groups
CWLL IX pt 4 - A.A./Christian 12-Step Self-help Groups
CWLL X - B.S. Degree in Management
CWLL XI - Emergency Management Institute/FEMA
CWLL XII - Biohazard Waste Management
CWLL XIII pt 1 - Victim Awareness Offender's Program
CWLL XIII pt 2 - Victim Awareness Offender's Program
CWLL XI - Long Term Offender Program

Interview with Charles by Shadoe Steele

Joining us LIVE from Mule Creek State Prison in lone, California, about 50 miles southeast of Sacramento, former member of the "Manson Family", Charles "Tex" Watson, welcome Charles - I greatly appreciate your being with us.

 

A: Thank You Shadoe, I'm happy to be with you and your listeners.

 

1. First Charles, during your prison term, you converted to Christianity in 1975, wrote the successful book "Will You Die For Me?" in 1978, married and fathered children, created Abounding Love Ministries, Inc. in 1980, ordained in 1981, started the aboundinglove.org website in the '90s, and now in 2004 you have a new book "Manson's Right-Hand Man Speaks Out!" What a miracle; how did this happen?

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Questions & Answers II

Interview with a Christian Author from Poland

Part I: The Mechanics of Deception and False Christo Centrism

Q: On the Hijacking of Christian Concepts: Charles Manson frequently used biblical language and twisted the image of Jesus to control others. Looking back, at what point did you as a young man lose your spiritual vigilance? What psychological and spiritual mechanisms caused that "counterfeit" to feel like the real God to you?

A: That's just it; I lacked spiritual vigilance, only desiring fleshly pleasures. I grew up blinded to the power of the Holy Spirit, so I didn't have the "real" bill to compare with the counterfeit. I was destroyed because of a lack of knowledge, not because of the many counterfeits people blame.

Q: On Leader Authority and Blind Obedience: Today, some churchgoers blindly trust leaders simply because they display seemingly supernatural elements. You once trusted Manson completely. From your perspective as a mature Christian today, how can believers maintain a healthy, biblical boundary with leaders they love, without falling into the trap of human idolatry?

A: A modern-day definition of idolatry is codependency, looking to others for something that only God can truly give them. I suggest reading "Escape from Codependent Christianity" by Dr. James B. Richards. We escape this trap by realizing our identity in Christ alone. That his finished works made us right with God, providing peace and the ability to experience His love and acceptance for security that a spiritual leader can never give. 

Q: On Counterfeiting the Supernatural: In the "Family," you experienced altered states of consciousness, bizarre coincidences, and a profound sense of "supernatural unity." How do you now distinguish between the sovereign, pure work of the Holy Spirit and false spiritual manifestations or psychological manipulation?

A: We identify counterfeits like the government does fake money. Instead of studying all the counterfeit money, they get to know the feel of the real bill. Likewise, counterfeits will be easily discerned, when we are experiencing God in all His fullness by living daily in His presence and walking in the Spirit.

Part II: Syncretism and Occult Influences (The Susan Atkins Connection)

Q: On Susan Atkins' Occult Baggage: Before meeting Manson, Susan Atkins (Sadie) was involved with Anton LaVey and the Church of Satan. Having known her so closely, do you believe this early exposure to open occultism opened spiritual "doors" that made it easier for Manson to break down her morality? Do you think her later actions were tied to that early spiritual contamination?

A: I certainly can't speak for Susan, but I believe if she were alive today, she'd say that she was morally depraved long before meeting Manson. Her desires that led to her choices opened the doors to occultic contamination and actions that eventually destroyed her, but God . . .

Q: On Syncretism and Carrying Over Past Practices: Susan Atkins later experienced a profound Christian conversion and ministered to fellow inmates until her death. In your conversations with her over the years, did you notice how difficult it is for someone with an occult background to completely renew their mind? How can a Christian prevent carrying old, esoteric concepts into sound biblical theology?

A: True, Susan led a victorious Christian life in prison, but I never had conversations with her. Regardless, the battle rages for our minds whether in past occultism or not. We are complete in the Spirit, but our minds won't be until we are glorified. We overcome the doctrine of devils by knowing the Word of Truth, testifying of the blood of Christ and overflowing with the presence of the Holy Spirit.

Q: On False Angelic and Demonic Revelations: Manson manipulated the group by claiming deep, hidden spiritual secrets. Today, some circles are shifting toward "angelic visitations" that bring teachings outside of Scripture. What biblical criteria for "testing the spirits" do you find most critical in discerning a true move of God from a deceptive spiritual entity?

A: Contrary to popular belief, I never saw Manson with a Bible. We trusted his claims outside of Scripture, because we were ignorant of God's Word, lacking knowledge. Ask yourself: Is the doctrine an essential of mainline Christianity? Does it line up with God's Word as a non-essential? Like the apostle Paul, make it a priority to share the simplicity of the Gospel with the world around you!

Part III: Spiritual Safety, Healing, and the Church Today

Q: On Modern Deceptions (New Age and Cultural Syncretism): Many modern churches are opening to worldly practices like eastern meditation, yoga, or pseudo-psychological methods, seeing them as harmless. Looking back at the 1960s counterculture—which started with a search for "love and peace" but ended in spiritual darkness—do you see parallels in how easily today’s Christians drop their guard?

A: I see parallels throughout history of people walking in the flesh looking for love and peace, who are powerless over Satan's devices, only to find a counterfeit. If the Pastor isn't centered in the Word of God and on fire for Jesus or Spirit-filled, neither will the congregation. They will be open to worldly practices and become dependent on them rather than Jesus. It may appear as love and only discovered when its toxicity takes the life of the church.

Q: On the Fear of the Holy Spirit: Because of cult abuses and charismatic scandals, many traditional churches have shut down the topic of the supernatural entirely. What would you say to Christians who are so afraid of demonic deception or human manipulation that they completely avoid seeking the genuine gifts of the Holy Spirit?

A: This kind of fear leaves the door open to the demonic, because the power and authority of the Holy Spirit is lacking to keep the door closed, "nor give place to the devil" (Ephesians 4:27). The Holy Spirit is our Helper to discern the spirits that would bring deception into the church. "But the manifestation of the Spirit is given to each one for the profit of all" (1 Corinthians 12:7).

Q: On the Foundations of Spiritual Safety: In your writings for Abounding Love Ministries, you often talk about identity in Christ. If you could give a believer three non-negotiable biblical principles to remain completely safe while pursuing spiritual gifts and prayer, what would they be?

A: #1 Keeping saturated in God's Word, #2 Keeping Scriptures about the Blood of Jesus on your lips, and #3 Keeping filled and overflowing with the Holy Spirit!

Q: On the Ultimate Test of Fruit: Jesus said, "You will know them by their fruits." Susan Atkins served inmates until her final days, and you have ministered for decades. From the perspective of someone who walked out of deep darkness into the Light, how do you define a genuine "fruit of the Holy Spirit" that cannot be faked by psychological technique or demonic imitation?

A: According to Jesus, genuine fruit comes from the seed of God's Word, that has been planted only in "good ground," someone ". . . who hears the word and understands it, who indeed bears fruit and produces: some a hundredfold, some sixty, some thirty" (Matthew 13:23). He also said: "I am the vine; you are the branches. He who abides in Me, and I in him, bears much fruit; for without Me you can do nothing" (John 15:5).

Q: Last important Question: "There is a spiritual truth that falling into a deep pit of darkness happens in a split second, but climbing out of it is a long, grueling journey. As a Christian who has spent decades walking in God’s grace, how do you personally handle the inner warfare regarding your past? Is it truly possible to experience total freedom and a renewed mind, or is it a lifelong battle against the accusations of the enemy and one's own conscience? What advice would you give to someone who has escaped a spiritual trap or severe sin, but is still fighting the daily weight of their past and trying to completely rebuild their thinking?"

A: In my previous answers, I've shared the key to handling inner warfare past and present. "For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal but mighty through God for the pulling down of strongholds" (2 Corinthians 10:4). Faith in the Word, the blood of Jesus and the power of Holy Spirit is the key to living daily in God's presence. It's a lifelong battle against the world, the flesh and the devil, who tempts the desires of the heart, even Jesus (Matthew 4:1-11). He overcame the devil by God's Word and so do we overcome him "by the blood of the Lamb and the word of our testimony" about the blood of Jesus (Revelation 12:11). Our communion must be more than just Sunday morning, but a lifestyle of transformation through being renewed day by day (2 Corinthians 4:16).

Interview Questions by Lukasz Olechnowicz, a Christian Author from Poland, who is writing a book "specifically how occult elements, New Age practices, yoga and non-Biblical therapies quietly penetrate evangelical churches."  

The Daily News Interview . . .

Thank you. I think your past is well detailed on your website, but here are a few questions I have:

Q: Patricia Kernwinkle has been recommended for parole again, which is subject to final approval. What is your reaction to the news? Do you expect it to be approved this time? Why or why not?

I was asked this exact question this morning by an inmate while walking back to the cell from breakfast. He thought it gave me hope, but I told him, "I did too much!" He said, "At least you are honest!"

It's hard for me to get excited for Patricia, since Governor Newsom will possibly be running for President in 2028, and will deny her request because of politics. Her Manson connection continues to keep her in prison.

Q: You said in your above message to me, you aren't thinking of parole at the moment. Why is this? Have you lost faith in your chances of release because of 18 denials? Or are you no longer concerned with living life outside of incarceration? Please elaborate if so.

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We Believe: that the Bible is the Inspired Word of God, and as such, it is our sole source for doctrine and practice in all affairs of life and ministry. We believe that God is a triune God: Father, Son and Holy Spirit--the Holy Trinity. We believe that man fell into sin and death through disobedience, yet Christ died for our sins in order for us to embrace new life and forgiveness in Him. We believe that salvation is a gift of God by grace through faith alone. We believe in a vibrant, daily relationship with our Lord Jesus, the Author, Finisher, and Perfecter of our faith. We believe in water baptism by immersion; in the regular celebration of the Lord's Supper; in the indwelling and baptism of the Holy Spirit; and in the fruit and gifts of the Spirit, including divine healing. We believe that the rapture of the church is imminent, and that the judgment of God will follow. We believe in a literal heaven and hell. We believe that the church of Jesus Christ is responsible to evangelize the world and to preach deliverance from a life of sin and death by embracing the good news of God's promise of new and everlasting life through faith in His Son Jesus. We believe in the giving of tithes and offerings in support of the work of the ministry, both here and abroad.

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