Drugs
Our
purpose is to share the answer to the drug
problem. The answer was shared recently
with 300,000 people as Bob Dylan performed
for Pope Paul. The pontiff told the crowd
that, "...the answer to life is blowing
in the wind...the wind that is the breath
and life of the Holy Spirit, the voice that
calls and says 'Come!'" He that has
an ear, let him hear!
Charles' Deliverance
Late in 1974, it seemed that everything started
going stale. My heart was filled with pain, and
void of true love and peace. I can't fully explain
what was happening to me, but I realized that
it was the Lord -- as that great Christian Saint
Augustine said -- "...the heart of man is
restless until it finds its rest in Thee."
Augustine knew what he was taking about; he'd
spent a lot of years running from God himself,
just as I had. But it was time to stop running
and face the inescapable love that was being poured
down on me in spite of my disinterest, in spite
of all I'd been and done. I'd previously tried
to kill the pain through drugs, but now it was
time to listen.
I had no way of knowing it then, but hundreds
of people across the country were praying for
me at this time, not just my family and the little
church in Copeville where I grew up, but all kinds
of brothers and sisters who God touched with a
concern for me. I know now that all good comes
from the Lord, but I will always be grateful to
those people as well, many that I'll never even
know about in this life, who were willing to trust
the shocking promise of God that there is no soul
so corrupt that His grace can't heal it and make
it new.
Their faith in the face of what would seem so
obvious to the world -- that someone like Tex
Watson was beyond hope -- was the instrument of
God's full salvation in my life and I praise Him
for it.
Is your drug problem recognized today by friends
and family, who are reaching out with love and
care to help you? I'm so thankful that my family,
friends, and other Christians reached out to me
from all directions to show me the way. But not
until I opened my heart to receive help, did deliverance
come.
Finally, in May of 1975, the last night of a
prison revival, I decided that this had to be
it; I couldn't play games any longer. I understood
very clearly what was being offered: God who made
us, God from whom we'd turned away to follow our
own selfishness, God who wanted us back as His
sons and daughters, wanted me back. To bridge
the gap between us, He'd sent His own Son to take
our death -- the inevitable consequence of our
sin -- on Himself. That act of pure love had not
only opened up an eternity of fellowship with
our Creator in this life and the next, it made
positive change and renewal possible in our lives
right now, in my life right now. It began a process
of slowly becoming the whole person one was born
to be, of becoming more and more like Christ Himself.
It wasn't just a fire escape -- that actually
had very little to do with it -- it was letting
ourselves be participants in a total victory over
evil and death that was already won because Christ
had risen from the dead. It was deciding that
His Kingdom and His will for us were the only
things that really mattered. Having decided to
give Him our whole lives, we are to let the mighty
Spirit of God come into our own spirits to start
building the life of Christ in us, and to enable
us to do the service to which we are called.
That is what it is all about, I thought, as I
sat in the back of the chapel on the last night,
sensing that the Reverend DeVito was reaching
the end of his sermon. I knew the Lord had the
peace and love for me that I was looking for all
my life. When the invitation was given, I went
down to receive this new life. The power of God
filled my life as the minister prayed with me.
I haven't been the same since that night. I remember
returning to my cell, looking in the mirror, and
seeing my face aglow with Jesus. I was ten times
higher on the Lord than ever on drugs, I thought,
and this was free. As my face continued to glow,
I knew right then and there that I would never
use drugs again. Nothing could compare to the
love and peace of God.
I was baptized fifteen days later in a large
plastic laundry cart in the garden outside the
prison chapel. It was big enough for me to go
completely under the water and die there with
Christ. No matter how silly it might have looked
to someone from the outside, someone who didn't
understand all that was going on in that moment,
to me it was as glorious as the River Jordan where
John baptized people in preparation for the coming
of the Messiah. My Messiah had come, at last;
He had come to me and I was His. As I burst up
out of the water and it spattered off me like
liquid fire in the sunlight, I felt all that horror
and guilt that was rightfully mine splash away
with it. All the weight of what I had done and
had been was gone.
That night two weeks before, when I'd stumbled
forward in the chapel, I'd finally had a full
realization of exactly what I had done, a realization
so devastating that all I was able to do was weep
for what seemed like hours. Now that burden was
lifted; I would weep again, many times, for those
I'd hurt -- the dead and the living -- but from
now on it would be tears shed in the certainty
that the punishment for that hurt had been taken
and the debt paid -- not by me, but by God Himself.
If that sounds like unmerited grace, I suppose
it always is for us, but for God the cost was
immeasurable. Who are we to reject His gift because
we can never pay for it? That's what a gift is
all about -- a free, spontaneous act of love.
Paul wrote in a letter to the squalid, backbiting,
sin-filled church at Corinth, "Therefore,
if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation;
the old has passed away, behold the new has come"
(2Corinthians 5:17 RSV).
That's how God sees it. We live it as a process
and a promise. The Lord promises to free you from
drugs today, if you will only receive Him as your
deliverer.
Cracking The Crack Habit
There's an epidemic in our midst! A plague so
ominous, so black, so evil, it hovers over this
modern day age. Its victims are consumed to the
very depths of their being. They are snared and
held in bondage, tormented and tortured inside
out. This plague knows no social barriers. It
consumes rich and poor alike and is color blind
as it grabs one's life and gains control of the
depths of the soul.
This vile disgusting creature is called CRACK
or rock. Technically it's the derivative of cocaine
base. It promises you the moon and gives emptiness
and misery instead. It deceives you. It holds
you in a demonic bondage of twisted satisfaction,
pain, and torture. It offers you a fleeting euphoria
that turns in the end to despair and emptiness.
Like a deadly cobra it spits poison: fear, paranoia
and mental insanity. Its victims become prisoners
held in bondage to the craving for the need for
a taste, for that momentary ellusive euphoria
or high. Prisons are full and grave yards are
packed to testify of the heinous effects of crack
or rock cocaine.
The fact is that this plague is Satanic. The
Bible portrays the character of Satan and his
influences. For instance, in John 8:44, he is
described as a murderer from the beginning. This
is evident as we see the deaths caused through
drugs and alcohol, violence and sin. This verse
also states that Satan is a liar. He is the master
of deception and has deceived multitudes to seek
false satisfaction through a drug or alcohol high.
But this is all a lie! There is no real satisfaction
in a drug high. It's all Satanic deception and
the end result is pain, emptiness, and inner misery.
The final end is torment of the soul, not peace,
joy, or tranquillity.
Further on in the Bible in John 10:10, Satan
is called a thief who has come to steal, kill,
and to destroy. Crack, cocaine, and the drug high,
the partying lifestyle is one of the numerous
tricks he utilizes. I see and talk to the men
incarcerated in prison. I've seen the pain as
I've looked into the eyes of a 17-year-old and
the young people who would steal from their parents
in order to get high. Yes, I've seen and experienced
the reality of Satan's tactics. He's out to rob,
kill, and destroy. But there's a cure! There is
a solution to the plague that rumbles in our midst.
There's a source that will supply the joy, peace,
and freedom for which the soul of man craves and
cries.
My friend, that source is JESUS CHRIST. As one
comes to Him and experiences His love and the
forgiveness that's through His Blood shed upon
Calvary's Cross, they find freedom and satisfaction.
John 8:36 says, "If the Son therefore shall
make you free, ye shall be free indeed."
Only in Jesus can we find the peace, joy, and
liberty the soul seeks. He is the ROCK that never
falters. As one comes to Him, admitting they are
sinners and asking God's forgiveness, receiving
his love, mercy, and redemption, they taste of
God's grace. As one repents and turns from his
sinful wickedness and turns toward God, he experiences
the peace of Christ's righteousness, and the joy
of salvation.
Jesus is the cure. He is the solution to the
emptiness and pain of your soul. Pray and ask
God to set you free, trust fully in the Blood
bought redemption of Jesus Christ. There's freedom
in Him and peace that passes all understanding.
(Cracking The Crack Habit by Mickey Park, inmate
missionary, Copyright 1996, Pilgrim Tract Society
Randleman, NC 27317. All rights reserved.)
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